Please try to not put all of your focus on her and try to back away from analyzing everything so much.
What is something you will do just for you over the next few weeks?
M46,W41 D16,D18 M22,T25 BD 11/12 W moved out 01/13 Piecing 10/13 Divorced 01/15 "Whether you worry or not has no affect on the outcome. But, moving forward, letting go, and making changes can." UrWorthy