Inbetween Land

[Faith2b]

Im new to this forum I have been reading several different forums but hopefully I can get some feed back on my own bottomless pit. Im waiting on my DR book to come in the mail meanwhile I need to get some things out. Background been divorced for six months. He moved back in though and we started to work on getting remarried. Then he lost his job and we had to make a decisaion to sale our home. He left 7weeks ago because we got into about selling I told him we need to keep the house. Well I went ahead and got the hous eon the market with out him and I was very angry these past few weeks that he left. This is the 3rd split we had. the first was my decision the other I had no say. We have went to counseling but with 3 kids and both working that was short lived. Anyways I did get into a heated verbal argument with him and that when he said enough is enough. To make matters worse the week he left his car broke down. I have two vehicles which I decided to not let him take I thought he should be taught a lesson. Meanwhile he decided to get on a dating site. He met a girl and they have been an item for 2weeks. Im totally broken and I have know idea what kind of strtejy to use. onestly he uses the kids for games and and the girl has moved in my daughter is tottaly distraught over this. Im so tired and he can careless about anything but what he wants to do. Im trying to move forward but i want something from him that i know he cant give its been so long and I see know hope. The girl now makes it mere impossible it almost reinforces bad behavior. I just want my family back in the same home togehter. Where am I in all this???