Going DownHill 3- Served with Divorce Papers

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I got to find some goals. To get me moving. Right now the only goal I feel I have is getting the kids 50/50. But that is sort of out of my hands and in the hands of the courts.
So maybe lets try this
- Continue to be the best dad I can be
- Work on communication. Most of the time I say something other than I really mean
- Be a good friend and neighbor, I feel I was self involved and never really took notice of what was going on with other people and friends
- Try to release W from my anger. I don't want to be mad at her. But I just am right now.

I will try to keep thinking of stuff. So much going on in my head right now. Just hard to make sense of it all