Going DownHill 3- Served with Divorce Papers

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So I don't know if this is right and I might be blaming but maybe it wasn't me. W had problems with depression. Even before I met her she battled bulimia. She always had to be looking forward to something to be happy. Like a trip or building a new house.

I feel like she could never be happy for herself. I once asked her what she was sorry for in the marriage. Her first 2 answer's were not being happy and being angry. Isn't that for her not for me. I was sorry for not doing things for her. But she is sorry for not being/doing something that should come from within.

When this all started she got into Angels and self healing. She really started to dig into this way of thinking. I feel, know that she started to feel happier. Thus I was the one that mad her unhappy. She really felt that I made her unhappy so she convinced herself that this had to end.

I really hope this is not the truth. B/c then the only way I see it is that in a couple years she will see that she still is not happy in life. I really want her to be happy. But always hoped it would be with me.