You know, C, while your confession had a huge impact on her (and no, she didnt process it yet), I know it must have had one on you.

Owning up to a secret that was kept for that long and seeing how it affected her has to be weighing on you.

Add moving and the holidays and I am not surprised you are sad. So, go easy on yourself right now.

The thing of it is...you dont want to go back to that marriage. That was not healthy for either of you.

This journey was bound to happen. Your choice to do the work speaks volumes about who you are.

There is always hope as long as you hold onto it. You get to choose when there isnt any.

So, be kind to yourself right now. You have dealt with a lot of emotional stuff the last few days.

No one knows what the future holds. You need to continue of your path of becoming your best you.

Leave her to her journey. Enjoy your child and sort things out.

You will get through all of this and come out the other side.

Believe it.