3 months after BD, the roller coaster ride hurts

[devotee]

We are taking things slow. We pretty much mainly write to each other... We've sent each other over 2000 messages and most of those messages are long and very deep... We do see each other a couple times a week but mainly talk and kiss a little.
It's been since May that the bombdrop happened so that's 7 months.
I know I still need time to heal and I'm trying. So does he... He just left a relationship of 6 years...
But we both are very honest with each other and upfront about the challenges we'll be facing.