This is the way, mind your own self and the things you can control.
Your son is also learning to be a better person as you as his role model.
We all know how hard it has been for you since the beginning but you have been learning a lot and is became a man only a fool will leave.
Your W is noticing your changes and that's is maybe why she is behaving so badly. She is trying to understand what is going on and is probably reading on every action or silence that comes from you right now. It is probably confusing her.
She was in a good place when she took the decision to ask you for the D. But she does not have a clear direction any more. She knows she broke the family, her son is not with her all the time, she can see you are moving on with your life without her in the picture and she is full of guilt.
Combine all the ingredients and you have an unbalanced person, with lots of doubts, but again it is not your problem. You do not have any control over her thoughts and actions. You control yourself only.
You know, I have been feeling better too. I feel like I am getting my life back under control. I still have days with mixed feeling, anxious, but nothing like before when I cried no stop.
Hope you find peace within yourself always, you are a good person and a very good dad. Keep up the hard work.
