The day-to-day interactions between my W and I have improved exponentially this week. Now that she believes that I have bought into the idea of D, and knows that I want to do this in the most amicable way possible, she no longer feels the pressure or anxiety around me, and it shows.

But I don't know how long I can keep this up. I'm afraid that if I switch gears, or even hint at wanting to try to make this marriage work, that it'll ruin the much improved relationship that we have now -- one where we can be totally honest with each other, with no expectations.

If our relationship can only improve from this point, then I feel like I need to be on-board and go through this D process with her. Relationships can be rebuilt, even after D.

Am I crazy to think this way?

M: 15 years
BD: 6/25/14
EA/PA: starts 5/14/14
11/30/14 - A ends
5/15/15 - D is finalized.
11/28/15 - Start of new LTR with a wonderful woman (and still going strong)!