hey job -

hope your thanksgiving was nice and you're rite- there is always SOMETHING we can trot out to be thankful for- it's a good habit, looking at the good instead of rehashing the old (painful- done to death - wrongs, etc).

it's easy for my mind to roam backward now or then- and i have to jolt self awake and say uh uh - donot go there- why would you want to relive any moment of awful times???

with determination i can yank myself away from unproductive thoughts and DO SOMETHING.

it's wierd - it's "work" sometimes - even now when i am not nearly as ocd about it all as i was. not having to worry about my mom is a mixed thing- maybe worry gets to be a habit-

i'm not saying i miss the worry. i do miss having here there - and knowing it - habitof a lifetime i guess.

oh well- had nice holiday and hope yours was too-

heading up to nj tomorrow morning- should be chillie & hopefully fun.

see neice up there- she's got alot of spirit-

where the heck would we be without kids to remind us what's important and how to laugh (alot) at just about everything??? i'm askin ya...

xxoo