I'm feeling much better. It's like I turned a corner in the last week. I had a hint of ambition a couple of days ago, which was unheard of since DB. I can listen and focus on podcasts. I don't wake up in a panic anymore. I eat normally.
I guess it's because I limit contacts with W and also I haven't had the kids in more than a week, so I can rest. But also, it might just be time. I'm surprised at how much better I feel, even though I'm still sad and crying every day. Could it be detachment?
M39 D6 D3 (at S) S 2014-09 D 2016-09
"You can't start a fire sitting around, crying over a broken heart" - Bruce Springsteen.
