Going Down Hill 2

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I know Wonka. I know I should calm down. It's just so hard. I really feel like I keep getting kicked in the nuts. And all i'm supposed to do is let it slide off my back. And pretend if doesn't bother me? I don't want to be a bad, mean, or revengeful person. But when is enough....enough?

It feels like there are only 2 ways to end this. Fight back or give up on my kids and walk away from everything.

I wish I would be able to sleep tonight. But I doesn't look like that will happen no matter how hard I try