So this evenings interaction with wife consisted of her asking if i'm going out, and what time i'm going out.(3 times - I answered each time) As soon as i pulled up on the drive she switched everything off downstairs and went to her room before i got in the front door. She came downstairs to get something she forgot. I said 'Hi' she completely blanked me - didnt even look at me. it makes me all warm and fuzzy inside........
Something tells me you should stop describing every day interactions with your W. This one seems very mundane for the kind of sitches we're in, especially yours. It's like you're craving to tell the world "I'm rejected!", maybe to be reassured? You're very affected by these interactions even though your focus should be on the future and yourself. Try perhaps not to describe them for a few days and see if you are less affected by them?
M39 D6 D3 (at S) S 2014-09 D 2016-09
"You can't start a fire sitting around, crying over a broken heart" - Bruce Springsteen.