HP, you've caused quite a stirr on the forums and I saw a lot of referrals to read your sitch. You have demonstrated you have a great big pair of brass ones and I do agree that your W is checking if you will still come running if she whistles. It is natural that doubts creep from time to time. And while I have the deepest respect for your brassness I sometimes feel that you are trying to be a d..k (a male pendulum). Mind you that is only my opinion and I have been known to wrong in the past.
Have you thought about treating your W like you would a neighbour?
All in all you are doing awesome and I think that your low is just a release of energies after you completed your move which was a process that took a lot out of you, did it not. Now you simply recharge and power on my friend!
