The grief, the sadness, the sense of loss. The mourning of the loss of my relationship. The hopes and dreams that I had for years.
I guess this is normal. I hope this is, and I know it will pass. Or at least I hope it will.
BigMac, of course it's normal. You've lost something that meant a great deal to you. It will pass, eventually. I think sometimes we are in such a hurry to feel better that we want to rush the grieving process. It takes a while. Hugs to you today.