Welcome back to the BB, it is good to see you here again.
I haven't really much to add to what has been said so far other then I hope that we see more actual posts from you, a sharing of your thoughts, feelings and frustrations surrounding your sitch rather then just postings of IM's. It would also make it easier to read if you maybe would just paste the relevant snippets that cause you the most confusion and perhaps give us YOUR take on them?
It is helpful seeing both sides of the sitch and you have been missed around here. I look forward to hopefully reading more. THere are no "sides" as far as I am concerned...just many confused perceptions.
Hugz, zoo
"If patience is worth anything, it must endure to the end of time. And a living faith will last in the midst of the blackest storm."
- Mahatma Gandhi