Hey friends, maybe you will get a kick out of the latest in my sitch.
Got a few text messages from the WAH yesterday. He asks how I am and I say that I am doing fantastic. He asks if everything is ok, and I say yes everything is great! And he says that we haven't talked in a few weeks and he was wondering why and that he sent me several messages and I didn't respond blah blah. It all sounded very pathetic and whiny. I found it hilarious.
I just replied that everything was great and I've just been busy with work and other stuff. Tried to keep it lighthearted. Then I said "Gotta go, I'm running out to dinner!" He replied glumly "ok".
I'd love to say this is a turnaround in my story but that would be too optimistic. What I will say is that for a moment I feel on top, and I like the feeling.
My H definitely wants to keep me close, whether out of friendship or as plan B. If I knew it was only out of friendship I might even be ok with that. If I truly thought he was honorably loving me as a friend and wanting me in his life maybe I could accept that our romantic relationship is over and decide what to do next regarding a friendship. But I have a sneaking feeling that I am plan B. And that I do not accept.
I feel good to have removed myself, at least temporarily, from his game. Now he is on his own with his slew of OWs. Oh and by the way, he is currently on vacation visiting one of them out of state. I assume it didn't go as he planned in light of the fact that he is being clingy with me while he is away...
Ah my DB friends, the coaster ride continues! Hope everyone is having a great weekend!
