IM conversation with P on Wednesday, 2004/04/25...
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SharaLuke (8:23:53 AM): Good Morning, DLukenbill (8:24:26 AM): hi SharaLuke (8:24:43 AM): Do you feel better today? DLukenbill (8:25:00 AM): only a little SharaLuke (8:25:28 AM): Get some rest last night? DLukenbill (8:27:52 AM): only a little DLukenbill (8:27:58 AM): tossed and turned a lot DLukenbill (8:29:01 AM): Palm? SharaLuke (8:30:00 AM): You are GOOOOOODDDDD!!!!!! SharaLuke (8:30:03 AM): :-D SharaLuke (8:30:15 AM): It didn't say all SharaLuke (8:32:17 AM): Had bad time with excel and quatro pro last night. :-( Thought I was going to have to pick your brain this morning but figured it out after I slept on it. SharaLuke (8:47:49 AM): Thank you for sending yesterday's IM's DLukenbill (8:48:07 AM): yw SharaLuke (8:48:35 AM): Did you read them again? DLukenbill (8:48:43 AM): I didn't get them DLukenbill (8:48:53 AM): got pc running long enough to download mail DLukenbill (8:48:57 AM): im wasn't there SharaLuke (8:49:17 AM): was the link I sent you to Cal's thread there? DLukenbill (8:49:43 AM): Yes SharaLuke (8:50:56 AM): 8-) SharaLuke (8:53:05 AM): Did you read some of it? DLukenbill (8:58:47 AM): not yet DLukenbill (8:59:39 AM): one of the drives is making noise DLukenbill (8:59:49 AM): need to swap power supply SharaLuke (8:59:56 AM): I hope it isn't your main drive. :-( DLukenbill (8:59:57 AM): would like to get a backup first though DLukenbill (9:00:02 AM): don't think it is DLukenbill (9:00:13 AM): can't tell which one SharaLuke (9:00:15 AM): Seems you have had a lot of drives fail, too hot in there? DLukenbill (9:00:19 AM): n DLukenbill (9:00:22 AM): dunno DLukenbill (9:00:55 AM): slept on shoulder wrong DLukenbill (9:01:04 AM): neck and shoulder hurting more today SharaLuke (9:01:13 AM): advil and blue goo DLukenbill (9:01:56 AM): shaping up to be anohher hectic day SharaLuke (9:04:07 AM): OK, well the main thing I saw in yesterdays IM's is I talked a lot. Was frustrated at not being able to actually get any answers from you but didn't really see hateful. Did notice that what I do and think I did in the past, is IM is hard to tell whole things on so I send you snipets that you have no idea how to take, but I take a totally different way because I have the whole story behind them. SharaLuke (9:04:53 AM): Which probably leads to some misunderstandings on both sides. SharaLuke (9:05:47 AM): I have a funny FB story if you remind me when I see you SharaLuke (9:07:14 AM): Before you go are you mad at me over yesterday? DLukenbill (9:09:32 AM): only a little. mostly just frustrated with how the whole day went SharaLuke (9:10:51 AM): Me too, I wish I could talk to you and you would talk to me :-( SharaLuke (9:11:19 AM): I wish I didn't let you make me feel I am trash :-( SharaLuke (9:15:14 AM): and I wish you would talk to me outside of work hours :-( SharaLuke (9:15:26 AM): I think the car smells hot again. DLukenbill (9:16:15 AM): are you turning on the rear defrost and leaving it on SharaLuke (9:17:14 AM): No, I'm not SharaLuke (9:17:24 AM): I don't turn it on very often at all SharaLuke (9:20:26 AM): Take care of yourself David. Sometimes I don't think you do that very well. SharaLuke (9:20:52 AM): I am sorry you are mad and upset, but I hope you feel better and have a good day. DLukenbill (9:21:33 AM): not too mad or upset SharaLuke (9:26:31 AM): that is good. SharaLuke (9:31:01 AM): PIB has almost stopped posting :-( SharaLuke (9:31:57 AM): Do you ever miss the bb world? DLukenbill (9:32:12 AM): y SharaLuke (9:33:20 AM): Nice people I have kept them current with the fact that you have lots going on at work now and are sick again. SharaLuke (9:34:29 AM): I'll go now. I hope your day goes better than yesterday. Thank you for talking with me this morning. DLukenbill (9:34:38 AM): yw DLukenbill (9:34:48 AM): wish neck would stop hurting SharaLuke (9:35:11 AM): Did you take some stuff? SharaLuke (9:35:19 AM): you could try my neck thing. SharaLuke (9:40:41 AM): I do hope you don't mind I have kept bb current on you busy at work and sick again? DLukenbill (9:41:01 AM): n SharaLuke (9:41:17 AM): ok DLukenbill (9:41:17 AM): almost posted other day - pc locked-up though SharaLuke (9:41:43 AM): Home one? SharaLuke (9:42:34 AM): Does it matter and would it be pushy of me to say I think it is time to build a new one? DLukenbill (9:43:38 AM): y DLukenbill (9:43:41 AM): thinking about it SharaLuke (9:44:32 AM): but not pushy? DLukenbill (9:44:52 AM): n SharaLuke (9:45:11 AM): ok good didn't mean to be! :-D SharaLuke (9:52:38 AM): My back just popped! :-( DLukenbill (9:53:58 AM): yuck SharaLuke (10:04:01 AM): Did my exercises and my meditating past two mornings :-) SharaLuke (10:10:19 AM): My stomach hurts, did you give me something??? :-\ DLukenbill (10:10:38 AM): nope DLukenbill (10:10:48 AM): O:-) SharaLuke (10:12:59 AM): :-P SharaLuke (10:14:25 AM): over 60 degrees this weekend!!! :-D DLukenbill (10:19:49 AM): =-O SharaLuke (10:20:46 AM): yeah isn't that great. The herding club we belong too is doing another thing like we took FB and Shara too before, any interest in going? DLukenbill (10:21:23 AM): probably working again SharaLuke (10:23:04 AM): ok, well thought I would ask SharaLuke (10:23:19 AM): didn't know if you would be interested or not DLukenbill (10:23:19 AM): u going? SharaLuke (10:23:38 AM): debating it. :-) Had fun last time and so did Shara SharaLuke (10:23:43 AM): I don't think FB did! LOL DLukenbill (10:23:50 AM): :-D SharaLuke (10:24:26 AM): BUT the way he herds shimmer now that he is grown I thought he might be more interested. Especially if we let him sit outside the fence and watch like we did Shara. SharaLuke (10:24:46 AM): The newsletter says at the same place it was when we went before SharaLuke (10:30:43 AM): Not sure the van will start. Don't think it has been started since you moved out SharaLuke (10:35:56 AM): Libbye Miller's Smokey Ridge Farm in Elizabethtown on Sunday, February 29th at 12:00 pm. SharaLuke (11:03:31 AM): At least it is a weekend there isn't a race. SharaLuke (11:17:48 AM): Cool, guy just came in that washes cars!!! :-D SharaLuke (12:02:10 PM): Hey {{{{{{{David}}}}} I hope you feel less like screaming today. SharaLuke (12:08:08 PM): I want to help you and I can and it frustrates me so. The psychologist said I had spent my whole life trying to take away people's pain and getting frustrated and depressed when I can't help or do that for them. I think it is the same with the animals but we didn't get into that in either meeting I have had with him SharaLuke (12:12:36 PM): http://www.pathways-to-peace.com/
Hickory posted it over in MLC. If you just start at your screen for the 5-10 minutes it lasts it will definitely have the same impact as meditating!Sage
SharaLuke (12:12:59 PM): I remembered this and with no speakers you can still do this :-) SharaLuke (12:32:07 PM): It is kind of cool!! SharaLuke (1:27:15 PM): I was good and passed on the DQ today SharaLuke (1:57:31 PM): Does my weight bother you????? I just found out you have always been real weight conscious and I never knew it before. DLukenbill (1:58:08 PM): n DLukenbill (1:58:11 PM): I have? SharaLuke (1:58:50 PM): well I didn't know you had :-( SharaLuke (1:59:01 PM): but bunny said you had been ever since she had known you DLukenbill (1:59:15 PM): ????? SharaLuke (1:59:57 PM): concerned about your weight ever since she had known you SharaLuke (2:00:57 PM): I had never known you to be concerned about weight :-) SharaLuke (2:03:20 PM): did you get my earlier messages? DLukenbill (2:04:05 PM): looking.... DLukenbill (2:04:47 PM): y SharaLuke (2:07:05 PM): ok DLukenbill (2:08:05 PM): which part? SharaLuke (2:08:44 PM): Oh I sent several over the time span, not all at once SharaLuke (2:08:58 PM): about the herding club SharaLuke (2:09:02 PM): the meetings with the psychologist SharaLuke (2:09:17 PM): The thing from Sage SharaLuke (2:09:38 PM): That I wished I could help you DLukenbill (2:10:42 PM): thx DLukenbill (2:10:48 PM): appreciate it DLukenbill (2:11:09 PM): quickly looked at the link DLukenbill (2:11:20 PM): words in front of pretty pictures are distracting SharaLuke (2:12:23 PM): well I tried it like she said for 5 or 10 minutes and it was similiar to the meditating and since your system is almost defunct and no speakers figured best you could do SharaLuke (2:29:35 PM): Done any research on new system? SharaLuke (2:31:30 PM): PC I mean DLukenbill (2:31:53 PM): n SharaLuke (2:32:55 PM): Thought you might have SharaLuke (2:41:37 PM): Sent email to Martin and Pauline on Saturday and haven't heard from either one of them SharaLuke (2:41:46 PM): Do you still get newsletters from Martin? DLukenbill (2:41:50 PM): n SharaLuke (2:41:58 PM): kinda funny don't you think? DLukenbill (2:42:03 PM): do you DLukenbill (2:42:05 PM): yup SharaLuke (2:42:14 PM): no I don't SharaLuke (2:42:38 PM): and maybe if he is working on book doesn't do newsletters but makes me wonder SharaLuke (2:42:57 PM): :-( SharaLuke (2:44:43 PM): Did you party for Fat Tuesday last night??? DLukenbill (2:45:00 PM): n SharaLuke (2:45:29 PM): someone asked me if I was going out to get any beads, if that means what I think it does I said no way!! DLukenbill (2:45:55 PM): ?? SharaLuke (2:46:08 PM): How would I get beads? SharaLuke (2:47:17 PM): I was thinking you had told me one time and it wasn't something I was planning to go out and do! SharaLuke (2:49:03 PM): I FFFF***ing HATE Wednesdays, am climbing the walls SharaLuke (2:49:24 PM): I need to call somebody and get layed SharaLuke (2:52:44 PM): Not a problem for you right? SharaLuke (2:55:03 PM): Getting your car cleaned but probably wont' stay that way! LOL SharaLuke (2:58:44 PM): If I ever really, really bad flip out it will be a Wed. or your off Friday or the weekends SharaLuke (2:59:02 PM): those would be times to worry about the kids SharaLuke (3:02:01 PM): I do get more stressed when I'm stressed and you don't answer but at least I know it now SharaLuke (3:16:58 PM): well car looks pretty good SharaLuke (3:21:25 PM): he said it is in bad need of wax but you probably knew that SharaLuke (3:25:40 PM): Figure you aren't going to answer any more today so have a nice evening. SharaLuke (3:31:23 PM): Sorry the link I sent you from Sage didn't help SharaLuke (3:33:04 PM): I still feel pretty flaky at times so IF you do have ANY desire to talk to me about anything you should probably do it before long. SharaLuke (3:37:30 PM): I have debated going through the house and throwing a good part of the crap left laying around away. I know your last trip over when I wasn't home you got a bunch of stuff SharaLuke (3:37:48 PM): so figure you pretty much got important stuff, saw you went through my desk too SharaLuke (3:38:48 PM): It has been a helluva two weeks for [censored] to come up, half way thinking of coming and making trouble tonight. SharaLuke (3:39:04 PM): and you are now making me feel like the trash again :-( SharaLuke (3:40:35 PM): Over half the time you just don't acknowledge that I exist DLukenbill (3:40:44 PM): ib SharaLuke (3:41:12 PM): :'(:'(:'(:-P SharaLuke (3:41:58 PM): I am having a BAD afternoon and you were gone :-( SharaLuke (3:42:05 PM): wrote LOTS! DLukenbill (3:42:14 PM): It's something called "work". SharaLuke (3:42:35 PM): I am working! :-P DLukenbill (3:42:50 PM): I am too. SharaLuke (3:43:05 PM): that is good! SharaLuke (3:44:44 PM): I am probably going to take off or do something before long I can't STAND hearing about the bitch DLukenbill (3:44:59 PM): ???? SharaLuke (3:45:41 PM): I don't know what the question is :-( SharaLuke (3:46:36 PM): I said so darn much I have no idea what you are referencing DLukenbill (3:47:07 PM): SharaLuke (3:44:44 PM): I am probably going to take off or do something before long I can't STAND hearing about the bitch SharaLuke (3:47:37 PM): oh, I need to decide what I am going to do, move to different state or what SharaLuke (3:48:02 PM): I don't think suicide much appeals anymore, must be the higher dosage of medication. SharaLuke (3:48:10 PM): I will miss it in some ways SharaLuke (3:48:38 PM): I got another month of it!!! SharaLuke (3:49:16 PM): I don't paticular ever want to run into you with the BITCH again. :-( SharaLuke (3:50:17 PM): I know she couldn't have had an affair and ruined our marriage if you hadn't went along with it. But you are trained to do what she says. :-( You always have, and she dumped you the first time so makes her more appealing SharaLuke (3:50:39 PM): I guess I'm getting ready to dump you, don't know if you can call it that or not SharaLuke (3:51:35 PM): Don't suppose you will put me on the same pedistal you did her though? SharaLuke (3:56:06 PM): I could possibly be gone by next Wednesday, that would be nice in a way, no more Wednesdays DLukenbill (3:56:32 PM): Quite spiralling downward DLukenbill (3:56:38 PM): quite -> quit SharaLuke (3:56:44 PM): :-D SharaLuke (3:57:12 PM): Deleted message of personal nature. SharaLuke (3:57:17 PM): as she liked that SharaLuke (3:57:21 PM): told G she did SharaLuke (3:57:26 PM): I told him she did SharaLuke (3:58:21 PM): I'm sure at least you don't strip down on the club floor and have sex in front of everyone SharaLuke (3:58:36 PM): You only do that to Sandy!!!!!! ROFLOL SharaLuke (4:00:15 PM): Deleted message of personal nature. SharaLuke (4:01:37 PM): Usually I'm in the mood for making love about a week - 2 before start so much be getting close again SharaLuke (4:05:48 PM): guess I'll throw out the V-day stuff tonight SharaLuke (4:06:05 PM): got that new big garbage can, heavy sucker SharaLuke (4:07:33 PM): Maybe I'll share with the training club Deleted message of personal nature. and she discovered that during you and her's first affair a few years ago SharaLuke (4:07:39 PM): not that that would bother her any SharaLuke (4:08:21 PM): I do still have people from there that feel sorry for me and are on my side and don't like her and have no idea what you see in her, they think she is a bitch DLukenbill (4:08:52 PM): Which part of this week's IM is supposed to make me want to come over? SharaLuke (4:09:19 PM): at a guess none of it SharaLuke (4:09:28 PM): well maybe the morning SharaLuke (4:09:31 PM): or yesterday morning SharaLuke (4:09:39 PM): they were pretty good I think DLukenbill (4:09:43 PM): Why ruin a good conversation? SharaLuke (4:10:13 PM): Well it is Wednesday, the day is winding down and I can't get her out of my head SharaLuke (4:10:27 PM): It will be time for you to go see her soon SharaLuke (4:11:37 PM): See I don't know the other evenings you see her, I only know for sure on Wednesdays. For all I know you go to her house and out to dinner every evening. SharaLuke (4:11:55 PM): You know you could be in trouble if you are spending a bunch of money on her don't you? SharaLuke (4:13:12 PM): I NEED someone to make love to me and I think I would be better SharaLuke (4:13:43 PM): I am feeling SOOOO neglected and trash like :-( SharaLuke (4:15:03 PM): Besides you don't come over now. Only once a month SharaLuke (4:15:34 PM): I even had a special wine for you to try Friday SharaLuke (4:22:16 PM): It is like I get her out of my head after tons of struggling with myself and some kind of crap comes up :-( SharaLuke (4:22:23 PM): that puts her right back in my head SharaLuke (4:24:41 PM): Would you like for me to give you a description of having sex with another man to see if you have trouble getting it out of your head? DLukenbill (4:25:09 PM): I haven't done that. SharaLuke (4:25:31 PM): You told me Deleted message of personal nature. SharaLuke (4:25:33 PM): she is better than me SharaLuke (4:25:39 PM): that is pretty much enough :-( DLukenbill (4:25:43 PM): No, I haven't. SharaLuke (4:26:20 PM): Yes, you told me that gosh when we hadn't been married very long, Deleted message of personal nature. SharaLuke (4:26:28 PM): :-( SharaLuke (4:27:06 PM): and she talked about it too you know SharaLuke (4:27:29 PM): so I heard about you guys sex from both of you :-( SharaLuke (4:28:13 PM): Deleted message of personal nature. SharaLuke (4:28:19 PM): I never told him that SharaLuke (4:28:43 PM): and I won't that would just hurt for no reason SharaLuke (4:30:38 PM): I don't think you told me she was better than me. I think you said you couldn't remember, which left it open to take either way. SharaLuke (4:32:46 PM): anyway knowing Deleted message of personal nature. makes it harder to get her out of my head :-( SharaLuke (4:33:25 PM): Did you know your wife can talk pretty hot? SharaLuke (4:33:33 PM): I could give you an example. SharaLuke (4:33:49 PM): some men like that SharaLuke (4:35:22 PM): and no I know that won't make you want to come over because that turns you off SharaLuke (4:35:51 PM): I actually wasn't aware of that till you moved out. SharaLuke (4:38:06 PM): and some guys are really verbal when they come SharaLuke (4:38:47 PM): Deleted message of personal nature. SharaLuke (4:39:56 PM): Did you see the car is clean? SharaLuke (4:41:15 PM): I assume you quit reading. SharaLuke (4:43:11 PM): I can talk more with you friday night about leaving SharaLuke (4:48:23 PM): I assume you will just close this without reading but good night and I sincerely hope you get some rest and feel better. :-( DLukenbill (4:48:52 PM): ib SharaLuke (4:50:12 PM): Hmm...then you would be behind! SharaLuke (4:51:46 PM): :-\ SharaLuke (5:00:12 PM): bye SharaLuke signed off at 5:00:16 PM.
