My waking nightmare

[Lorelai]

Thanks Wonka.
I just finished prepping everything for a brunch I'm hosting tomorrow for some longtime friends. We all have kids around the same age. As I was getting everything ready and making the house look nice, I felt a little sad about where things are at with me and H. Hosting parties was always my specialty when I was single. I was constantly throwing shin-digs at my apartment for no reason at all and I remember H thinking that was really cool. I remember him being at one of my parties after we had been dating about six months and I had encouraged him to invite one of his buddies. I was walking into the living room to bring out some appetizers/mingle with guests when I overheard him absolutely GUSHING about me to his friend. I must have turned beet red, but I also remember being really happy. He was going on and on to his friend about how cool I was and giving him a tour of my teeny tiny apartment and saying "see what a good decorator she is!."
Ugh. And now he doesn't want to be married to me anymore...

I'm still looking forward to brunch tomorrow. My friends are all super supportive and caring and I'm excited to try out my new frittata recipe. Focusing on the positive...