SharaLuke (8:10:36 AM): good morning
SharaLuke (8:10:43 AM): do you feel better today?
DLukenbill (8:13:40 AM): hi
DLukenbill (8:13:42 AM): a little
DLukenbill (8:13:59 AM): didn't get to sleep until around 2
SharaLuke (8:14:01 AM): good
DLukenbill (8:14:02 AM): very tired
SharaLuke (8:14:06 AM): because sick?
DLukenbill (8:14:14 AM): didn't feel well
DLukenbill (8:14:20 AM): couldn't rest
SharaLuke (8:14:36 AM): should I ask if you took anything? :-P
SharaLuke (8:15:05 AM): I was going to send some cookies with you if you dropped off my toothpaste. :-D
DLukenbill (8:15:57 AM): didn't feel like stopping
SharaLuke (8:16:02 AM): On the other hand I didn't want to get too close to you in case you were contagious
SharaLuke (8:17:02 AM): I didn't know if you would feel like it or not
SharaLuke (8:18:50 AM): Got my prescription called in so now all I have to do is get it picked up :-)
SharaLuke (8:19:53 AM): well glad you feel a little better.
SharaLuke (8:22:11 AM): did you get a good report at the dentist?
DLukenbill (8:30:34 AM): y
SharaLuke (8:30:43 AM): good
SharaLuke (8:32:43 AM): Since you are tired, still not feeling great, busy and probably grumpy. Have a nice day! :-D
DLukenbill (8:33:02 AM): :-P
SharaLuke (8:33:07 AM): O:-)
SharaLuke (8:45:11 AM): Jr and Gordon were on tv together last night
SharaLuke (9:11:20 AM): Did you get my message my palm is messed up again? :-(
SharaLuke (9:11:26 AM): :'(
SharaLuke signed off at 9:38:48 AM.
SharaLuke signed on at 10:13:42 AM.
SharaLuke (10:15:11 AM): Got my prescription and still had a week left :-)
DLukenbill (10:15:27 AM): 8-)
SharaLuke (10:20:26 AM): Maybe if you can't figure what is going on with my palm out just wipe anything out that is left of mine and you can have it as I can't seem to keep it working right. :-(
SharaLuke (10:22:14 AM): I put it on charger so it didn't run down again and when took it off said battery low.
At this point, P called me at work and we talked and argued for about 20 or 30 minutes.
Quote:
SharaLuke (11:00:49 AM): I don't know if you have thought about posting again or not. But wanted you to know, having time to think about it after the emotions calmed down. :-P Not going to post about the dinner, past history. Trying to live more in the present moment, except when get blindsided by things. :-(
SharaLuke (11:02:27 AM): Really sorry blindsided you at work. I owe you. ;-) Your choice, what. LOL
SharaLuke (11:17:40 AM): You know I did have a guy the other night offer to "take care of you" for me! I declined aren't you glad to know that?O:-):-D
SharaLuke (11:20:42 AM): I told him if he took care of you and disposed of the body I couldn't collect the insurance! :-P He said he could leave enough for the insurance.
SharaLuke (11:20:56 AM): I'm sure he was joking!
DLukenbill (11:21:12 AM): =-O
SharaLuke (11:21:26 AM): O:-)
SharaLuke (11:22:01 AM): I know you are busy, I am still waiting on emotions to totally settle. :-P Then should be quiet.
SharaLuke (11:22:29 AM): Did you read the first part of my message?
DLukenbill (11:23:23 AM): try what i suggested
DLukenbill (11:23:26 AM): good
DLukenbill (11:23:27 AM): thx
DLukenbill (11:23:29 AM): thx
DLukenbill (11:23:34 AM): shock
DLukenbill (11:23:52 AM): better have been joking
DLukenbill (11:24:02 AM): thx
DLukenbill (11:24:06 AM): did now
SharaLuke (11:24:26 AM): what did you suggest?
SharaLuke (11:24:32 AM): you mean on the palm?
DLukenbill (11:24:38 AM): all
DLukenbill (11:24:39 AM): power
DLukenbill (11:24:47 AM): y
SharaLuke (11:25:03 AM): ok
SharaLuke (11:25:13 AM): SharaLuke (11:02:48 AM): Really sorry blindsided you at work. I owe you. ;-) Your choice, what. LOL
DLukenbill (11:25:49 AM): DLukenbill (11:23:29 AM): thx
SharaLuke (11:26:25 AM): no joke, sense of humor all gone :-P
SharaLuke (11:28:14 AM): going to eat lunch and finish calming emotions down. :-)
SharaLuke (11:28:17 AM): Feel better!
SharaLuke (11:40:13 AM): here is part of wreck from sunday http://www.nascar.com/2004/news/headlines/cup/02/22/clong_rockingham/index.html SharaLuke (11:58:44 AM): :-P:-P:-P:-P:-P
SharaLuke (11:59:03 AM): The awards dinner was in January. Why bring that up? You know he's sick, tired, and stressed.
SharaLuke (11:59:13 AM): In case you can't tell I'm taking you to the woodshed. LOL
SharaLuke (11:59:16 AM): :-(
DLukenbill (11:59:50 AM): ?????????
SharaLuke (12:00:25 PM): Your defense, me in woodshed
SharaLuke (12:00:33 PM): or do you know what that means city boy?
DLukenbill (12:01:10 PM): why taking me to woodshed?
SharaLuke (12:01:21 PM): Not you goof
SharaLuke (12:01:24 PM): me
SharaLuke (12:01:33 PM): I'm getting taken to the woodshed
SharaLuke (12:01:37 PM): :-P
SharaLuke (12:02:30 PM): hold on
SharaLuke (12:03:03 PM): The awards dinner was in January. Why bring that up? You know he's sick, tired, and stressed.
In case you can't tell I'm taking you to the woodshed. LOL
SharaLuke (12:03:10 PM): that was all out of email
SharaLuke (12:03:15 PM): addressed to me
SharaLuke (12:03:24 PM): I'm the one getting taken to the woodshed
SharaLuke (12:03:41 PM): for bothering you while you are sick tired and stressed! :-P
SharaLuke (12:07:34 PM): Of course if it is your fantasy I CAN take you to the woodshed!!! ;-)
DLukenbill (12:08:40 PM): :-P
SharaLuke (12:08:51 PM): O:-)
SharaLuke (12:09:54 PM): well we have all that wood there in the shelter. :-D
SharaLuke (12:10:28 PM): I think I will be good the rest of the day. O:-)
SharaLuke (12:11:54 PM): DON'T want to go to the woodshed more than once!
SharaLuke (12:19:07 PM): I'm sorry, I REALLY want to talk some today :-(
SharaLuke (12:19:38 PM): Not about anything in paticular, chit chat, things going on in life right now! :-)
SharaLuke (12:20:24 PM): I am pretty much having a lot of fun. Enjoying going to Candice's and meeting new people and new restaurants, new food not as crazy about! :-P
SharaLuke (12:25:10 PM): Hey since you were very nice and understanding about my getting blindsided earlier, if you want I will sign off and not be upset.:-) Just tell me ok?
SharaLuke (12:30:47 PM): Hey Rusty going to be and KY speedway Feb 25
SharaLuke (12:30:52 PM): and so is dj
SharaLuke (12:31:40 PM): . Fans can view testing from the Turn 3 Fan Center.
SharaLuke (12:31:49 PM): :-D
SharaLuke (12:36:11 PM): Emotions calmed down. :-) Might even shut up! :-P
SharaLuke (12:42:52 PM): So what are you giving up for Lent? It is the topic on the bb. LOL
SharaLuke (12:58:44 PM): Have you ever seen a fencing match in person? I am supposed to be doing that in the next week or two. :-)
SharaLuke (1:00:11 PM): BTW: I do not have any of these questions I have asked you, I keep closing the window thinking I am going to shut up. :-P
SharaLuke (1:18:38 PM): So ARE you upset with me over this morning or did you forgive me? :-\O:-)
SharaLuke (1:27:10 PM): Not being good after all!!!! Heath blizzard! :-)
DLukenbill (1:29:54 PM): :-D
SharaLuke (1:32:12 PM): Guess I better go, the subject of diet is touchy
SharaLuke (1:32:38 PM): I know you are back on one now
SharaLuke (1:34:38 PM): You could say something :-(
SharaLuke (1:34:52 PM): I have been talking all afternoon
DLukenbill (1:36:00 PM): been in and out all day
DLukenbill (1:36:26 PM): busy, tired, don't feel all that great.
SharaLuke (1:36:28 PM): Of your head????
DLukenbill (1:36:36 PM): probably even grumpy! :-D
SharaLuke (1:36:41 PM): I don't feel too great either
DLukenbill (1:36:43 PM): :-P
SharaLuke (1:36:48 PM): :-P
SharaLuke (1:37:35 PM): ok, over the hump!
SharaLuke (1:38:23 PM): Did you know you can flatten a tire in almost nothing flat?
DLukenbill (1:38:37 PM): n
DLukenbill (1:38:38 PM): did you?
SharaLuke (1:38:54 PM): not till LL posted about it!!! :-DO:-)
SharaLuke (1:39:40 PM): and that duct tape disolves in gasoline
SharaLuke (1:40:03 PM): so if you tape the pin down on a gernade and drop it in the gas tank it will go off after while
SharaLuke (1:40:37 PM): I am learning SO many interesting new facts!@
SharaLuke (1:41:12 PM): You probably knew that one didn't you?
SharaLuke (1:43:07 PM): :-D
SharaLuke (1:43:17 PM): Am I boring you or driving you nuts or both?
DLukenbill (1:43:19 PM): n
DLukenbill (1:43:38 PM): just busy
SharaLuke (1:45:04 PM): ok ok
SharaLuke (1:45:15 PM): I just miss talking to you idiot! :-P
SharaLuke (1:45:34 PM): the shells are great company but the convo is one sided
SharaLuke (1:46:05 PM): Hermit crab!!!!!!! :-P
SharaLuke (1:47:07 PM): You probably don't miss talking to me, too uneducated :-(
SharaLuke (1:47:56 PM): At least I filled you in on the race if you were interested.
DLukenbill (1:50:51 PM): understand
DLukenbill (1:50:52 PM): y
DLukenbill (1:50:55 PM): :-P
DLukenbill (1:51:00 PM): not the case
DLukenbill (1:51:02 PM): thx
SharaLuke (1:52:22 PM): Don't suppose you are going to see Rusty and dj tomorrow
DLukenbill (1:53:16 PM): n :-(
SharaLuke (1:53:38 PM): I bet it would be fun!! :-D
DLukenbill (1:54:28 PM): y
DLukenbill (1:54:55 PM): like both
SharaLuke (1:55:09 PM): Well I CAN'T stop talking :-( so I am going to sign off of AIM so you don't get interrupted the rest of the afternoon
DLukenbill (1:55:20 PM): ok
SharaLuke (1:55:23 PM): Get well, come and talk to me! ;-):-D
DLukenbill (1:55:28 PM): ok
DLukenbill (1:55:31 PM): will try
SharaLuke (1:55:42 PM): :-\
SharaLuke (1:55:49 PM): to get well or to talk?
DLukenbill (1:55:53 PM): don't like sick either
SharaLuke (1:56:49 PM): Well I wasn't sure which part you meant when you said "will try" LOL
SharaLuke signed off at 1:59:19 PM.
SharaLuke signed on at 2:15:35 PM.
SharaLuke (2:16:02 PM): I have a question, but didn't want to ask it on the phone in person, but don't want to send it till you are at your desk.
DLukenbill (2:17:45 PM): here for a little while
SharaLuke (2:18:07 PM): :-[
SharaLuke (2:18:58 PM): Well, I am wondering if you get well if you are planning on coming over ever to ML? It has been a long time!!!
SharaLuke (2:20:57 PM): I could probably get that elsewhere but you are first choice. :-D
SharaLuke (2:23:08 PM): Ok, that is probably an answer in itself
SharaLuke (2:23:12 PM): just wondered.
DLukenbill (2:23:20 PM): dunno
SharaLuke (2:23:41 PM): That isn't an answer, remember you posted that.
SharaLuke (2:23:46 PM): :-P
SharaLuke (2:25:28 PM): Still doing the avoid things aren't you? :-(
SharaLuke (2:27:42 PM): I know you will be pleased to hear this, as it helps your conflict avoidance problem
SharaLuke (2:28:22 PM): but I am almost through, some of your latest answers to my questions and your actions are sort of filling in gaps for me.
SharaLuke (2:28:43 PM): That was a pretty big one right there!
SharaLuke (2:30:22 PM): Pretty important part of relationship, and I would figure a dunno is a no probably
SharaLuke (2:31:18 PM): and if it had been a yes I would have waited on you
SharaLuke (2:34:43 PM): Do you want to try fixing anything around the house?
DLukenbill (2:36:32 PM): ib
DLukenbill (2:36:39 PM): fix what?
SharaLuke (2:37:20 PM): any of the fencing or the guttering or the bathroom leaks
DLukenbill (2:37:45 PM): what's wrong w/ them?
SharaLuke (2:37:58 PM): it looks rather dilapadated with the guttering in the front sagging and all the boards broken and laying down on the fence
SharaLuke (2:38:27 PM): My understanding is the downstairs bath the shower can't be used
SharaLuke (2:38:38 PM): the upstairs bath has a bad leak
SharaLuke (2:38:56 PM): the downstairs commode made a gosh awful noise this weekend so no idea what that was all about
SharaLuke (2:39:06 PM): the gutting is pulling loose across the front
SharaLuke (2:39:26 PM): where it sags where all the water ran over the edge of it
SharaLuke (2:39:49 PM): Things like that, sort of regular house maintance
SharaLuke (2:41:23 PM): I think based on your dunno answer going to go ahead and check on moving out of the state.
SharaLuke (2:41:37 PM): Probably placing shelties
SharaLuke (2:41:48 PM): that was probably last bit of info needed from you
DLukenbill (2:42:09 PM): Pam, I'm very busy, tired, grumpy. I really don't want to fight.
SharaLuke (2:42:15 PM): been keeping a sort of journal of actions
SharaLuke (2:42:27 PM): wasn't trying to fight, was trying to get some answers
SharaLuke (2:43:11 PM): Do you prefer not to know anything?
SharaLuke (2:43:13 PM): I can do that as well
SharaLuke (2:43:34 PM): I was just trying to get the last answers from you
SharaLuke (2:44:00 PM): I have no idea why you think that is fighting, I don't suppose you would tell me?
SharaLuke (2:45:12 PM): I thought letting you know those things and getting info from you was being considerate. :-(
SharaLuke (2:45:21 PM): To me that is what I consider it
SharaLuke (2:47:36 PM): Ok, I won't bother you anymore. I may even unistall AIM
SharaLuke (2:47:43 PM): I have your answers
SharaLuke (2:47:51 PM): and you don't want to know anything
SharaLuke (2:48:42 PM): The kids will still be around Friday so you can see them
SharaLuke (2:50:33 PM): Was there anything else you wanted to say before I signed off?
DLukenbill (2:51:07 PM): Why are you trying to fight?
SharaLuke (2:51:12 PM): I didn't think you would say why you called telling you about the house and asking about ML fighting.
SharaLuke (2:51:58 PM): WHY do you think I am trying to fight???? :-(
SharaLuke (2:52:12 PM): I was trying to get some information from you
SharaLuke (2:52:32 PM): Do you have any idea how frustrating you are to get info out of??????? :-\
SharaLuke (2:53:12 PM): I KNOW you got good at that growing up avoiding your mom but I'M NOT YOUR MOTHER! :-P
SharaLuke (2:53:39 PM): I DON'T want to be your mother!
SharaLuke (2:53:58 PM): =-O:-P
SharaLuke (2:54:10 PM): NOT the kind of relationship I had in mind!!!!
SharaLuke (2:58:45 PM): No answers?
DLukenbill (3:00:37 PM): the redirect routine doesn't change 89w programs.
DLukenbill (3:00:43 PM): I don't remember why now.
SharaLuke (3:01:00 PM): Huh?
DLukenbill (3:01:21 PM): crap.... wrong window
SharaLuke (3:02:08 PM): Who did you think you were typing too?
SharaLuke (3:03:50 PM): :-\
DLukenbill (3:04:02 PM): bunny
SharaLuke (3:04:44 PM): ok cause I didn't know what to do about the 89w program
SharaLuke (3:07:33 PM): Ok, I am going to shut it down now. I guess I will see you Friday. I won't discuss what I'm doing with you anymore.
DLukenbill (3:08:02 PM): i didn't say that
SharaLuke (3:09:03 PM): I ASSumed that is why you thought I was trying to fight. Either that or my asking you about ML?
SharaLuke (3:09:56 PM): SURELY that isn't a fighting question???? :-\
SharaLuke (3:10:58 PM): I wish to crap these type of discussions didn't have to be at work, that you still called or came over after work hours. :-(
SharaLuke (3:18:10 PM): I told you I did get a refill on the Zoloft didn't I?
SharaLuke (3:20:43 PM): Was there anything else you wanted to say to me or ask me?
SharaLuke (3:21:48 PM): I had more but getting answers doesn't seem to be a possibility.
DLukenbill (3:22:10 PM): busy
SharaLuke (3:22:38 PM): Yes, the story of your life. :-)
SharaLuke (3:22:48 PM): but you like it that way, and I do know that
SharaLuke (3:23:12 PM): You don't have to think about life outside of work that way.
SharaLuke (3:23:19 PM): The only focus is David and the job this way.
SharaLuke (3:23:43 PM): Makes life much simplier
SharaLuke (3:24:20 PM): Lots of people have to deal with a personal life as well as work. :-P
SharaLuke (3:26:14 PM): Well, I did want to offer you the opportunity to ask any questions or say anything you might have wanted to say, I know saying anything would be against your standard operating proceedure!
DLukenbill (3:26:54 PM): Damnit Pam. I have problems I'm trying to fix here. There is a manager in from Tucson wandering around the office.
DLukenbill (3:27:03 PM): I really don't want to fight.
SharaLuke (3:28:08 PM): Well, that was an offer not a fight.
SharaLuke (3:28:16 PM): I have NO idea why you are wanting to fight
SharaLuke (3:28:23 PM): I am trying to be nice
SharaLuke (3:28:44 PM): I could just tell you to go to hell
DLukenbill (3:28:49 PM): You're pestering the crap out of me because I'm not answering every damn message you send.
SharaLuke (3:29:35 PM): All you had to do was say no you didn't have anything else you wanted from me or to say to me
SharaLuke (3:29:46 PM): Damn it we meant something to each other once
DLukenbill (3:29:53 PM): I haven't friggin had time to think about it!!!!
SharaLuke (3:30:12 PM): What the F is there to think about
SharaLuke (3:31:02 PM): We can't have these damn conversations outside of work
DLukenbill (3:31:08 PM): I'm not friggin concentrating on what you're typing.
SharaLuke (3:31:45 PM): Well that is nice to know
SharaLuke (3:33:48 PM): Did you ever consider it would be easier to concentrate on conversations away from work?
SharaLuke (3:34:53 PM): You have a couple of my books which obviously you aren't reading now so could you bring them back to me?
SharaLuke (3:44:09 PM): Ok, you aren't concentrating and you don't want to talk. Please bring my books back and take care of yourself.
SharaLuke (3:45:12 PM): I didn't want to make any big decisions today without input from you
SharaLuke (3:46:07 PM): I was halfway hopeful of getting a I do want to talk can we do it after work sometime, but that was wishful thinking.
SharaLuke (3:47:14 PM): Would you at least be civil enough to say good bye?
DLukenbill (3:48:35 PM): Would you be civil and wait a little while?
SharaLuke (3:49:16 PM): I would if you ask me too.
DLukenbill (3:55:19 PM): ib
DLukenbill (3:55:20 PM): sorta
DLukenbill (3:55:44 PM): Still in middle of fixing problem, but at least don't ahve someone standing over shoulder looking at screen.
SharaLuke (3:56:14 PM): I would be more comfortable that way.
DLukenbill (3:56:32 PM): ????
SharaLuke (3:56:38 PM): can you please tell me why you consider my question wanting to fight? :-(
SharaLuke (3:56:48 PM): without someone standing over my shoulder
DLukenbill (3:57:49 PM): You've been pestering and hounding the crap out of me all day when you don't get an answer right away
SharaLuke (3:58:46 PM): actually not
SharaLuke (3:58:58 PM): this afternoon and does that mean I want to fight?
DLukenbill (3:59:34 PM): It does when you get hateful about it
SharaLuke (4:00:16 PM): I was not hateful about it. I have no idea how in crap to get answers from you :-(
SharaLuke (4:01:49 PM): At least I wasn't trying to be hateful, I am sorry you felt I was. :-(
DLukenbill (4:02:15 PM): Would you re-read the IM tonight?
SharaLuke (4:02:37 PM): Yes, would you?
DLukenbill (4:02:52 PM): y
SharaLuke (4:03:18 PM): Do I need above where I asked you about ML?
SharaLuke (4:03:26 PM): because I don't have anything above that.
DLukenbill (4:03:38 PM): I'll e-mail.
SharaLuke (4:03:50 PM): ok, thank you
SharaLuke (4:04:19 PM): I will try to look at it from the receiving end.
DLukenbill (4:04:19 PM): i'll be back. I need to walk for a couple of minutes.
SharaLuke (4:04:45 PM): from me?
DLukenbill (4:04:56 PM): ????
SharaLuke (4:05:12 PM): walk because of me?
SharaLuke (4:05:12 PM): :-\
DLukenbill (4:05:49 PM): Walk because I'm in a pissy mood, i hurt, i'm tired, and there are problems to fix here in addition to the other crap I'm trying to get done.
DLukenbill (4:05:55 PM): I just want to scream right now.
DLukenbill (4:06:00 PM): hoping a walk will help
SharaLuke (4:06:14 PM): good luck
SharaLuke (4:06:33 PM): :-(
SharaLuke (4:11:24 PM): I wish you hadn't put us on the same schedule as the new 3000. :-(
SharaLuke (4:12:18 PM): I hope your walk clears your head, you really might try the meditating, in studies it is shown to increase left side brain activitiy and really help
SharaLuke (4:14:33 PM): Honest it is hard at first but if you keep trying it it gets easier and you go deeper into it.
SharaLuke (4:14:48 PM): It puts so much pressure on my left side forehead it almost hurts.
SharaLuke (4:14:54 PM): and feels sort of trance like
SharaLuke (4:16:01 PM): I hope that just sounds helpful and not motherly :-(
SharaLuke (4:24:11 PM): I know I probably won't hear from you again today, but if you do email the IM I will try reading it from your end and would appreciate if you try reading it from my end when you read it tongiht.
SharaLuke (4:26:00 PM): DLukenbill (4:06:14 PM): Walk because I'm in a pissy mood, i hurt, i'm tired, and there are problems to fix here in addition to the other crap I'm trying to get done.
DLukenbill (4:06:19 PM): I just want to scream right now.
DLukenbill (4:06:25 PM): hoping a walk will help
SharaLuke (4:26:14 PM): I appreciated very much your being willing to share that with me.
SharaLuke (4:26:29 PM): I'm not sure you would have in the past.
SharaLuke (4:40:07 PM): I want to share something with you that you may know but may not. When John stopped making love with me, the frustration level built and the confidence and self esteem plummeted. I truly believe the lack of sex in my life is why I had the affairs that I did. Today I feel VERY sexually frustrated. I don't know what you did all the time you were single when not having an affair if you took care of yourself or not. I have never done that and I am finding this difficult to deal with.
SharaLuke (4:42:23 PM): If I ever found out you shared this really personal stuff with the bitch you would probably end up with more than one flat tire. :-(
DLukenbill (4:47:03 PM): ib
SharaLuke (4:47:15 PM): any luck?
DLukenbill (4:47:17 PM): Did you flatten my tire?
SharaLuke (4:47:29 PM): NO
SharaLuke (4:47:32 PM): Is it???????/
SharaLuke (4:47:37 PM): =-O
SharaLuke (4:47:41 PM): Honest I didn't!
SharaLuke (4:47:55 PM): I haven't left the building except to go to drug store
SharaLuke (4:47:59 PM): you can ask Doug
DLukenbill (4:48:06 PM): I haven't been outside
DLukenbill (4:48:18 PM): "you would probably end up with more than one flat tire."
SharaLuke (4:48:23 PM): well heck why did you think you had a flat tire
SharaLuke (4:48:36 PM): If I ever found out you shared this really personal stuff with the bitch
SharaLuke (4:48:44 PM): Did you do that?
DLukenbill (4:48:56 PM): n
SharaLuke (4:48:59 PM): I said IF
SharaLuke (4:49:29 PM): then why the heck would you think I flatened a tire? :-\
DLukenbill (4:49:55 PM): Because you said I'd end up with more than one. You made it sound like I had one flat.
SharaLuke (4:50:21 PM): No LOL just that if I did it I would do more than one
SharaLuke (4:50:25 PM): :-P
SharaLuke (4:50:36 PM): gee what do you think I would do to you? :-\
SharaLuke (4:50:47 PM): Must have pretty low opinion :-(
SharaLuke (4:51:07 PM): It would take irrefutable proof first
DLukenbill (4:51:14 PM): You've been talking about flat tires, grenades, somebody taking care of me, etc.
DLukenbill (4:51:50 PM): Then all of a sudden you're saying I'd have more than one flat.
SharaLuke (4:51:56 PM): I asked if you knew that as LL posted about it
SharaLuke (4:52:21 PM): and that made me think of the gernade story the other night from dinner
SharaLuke (4:52:47 PM): and that made me think of taking care of you, have you no clue yet how my mind works??? :-P
SharaLuke (4:53:00 PM): :-\:-X
SharaLuke (4:53:39 PM): Hello Mars, Venus here! :-P
SharaLuke (4:54:19 PM): I guess you really don't understand me at all do you? :'(
SharaLuke (4:54:24 PM): I always thought you did
SharaLuke (4:55:03 PM): When I was married to John you seemed to understand me so much better than he did
DLukenbill (4:55:17 PM): me2
SharaLuke (4:55:38 PM): you thought you understood me better than John did?
DLukenbill (4:58:53 PM): y
DLukenbill (4:58:59 PM): thought I understood you
SharaLuke (4:59:00 PM): oh and now you don't?
DLukenbill (4:59:07 PM): think mostly do
DLukenbill (4:59:19 PM): sometimes you don't make much sense.
SharaLuke (4:59:22 PM): I had so hoped you would start actually talking to me
SharaLuke (4:59:26 PM): :-P
SharaLuke (4:59:31 PM): I'm female!
SharaLuke (4:59:36 PM): I don't have to make sense
SharaLuke (4:59:49 PM): Do I?
DLukenbill (4:59:53 PM): :-X
SharaLuke (5:00:36 PM): I just want you to understand me and not feel like I am yesterdays trash in your opinion :-( That hurts so much
SharaLuke (5:00:50 PM): I don't think even John ever made me feel that low :-(
SharaLuke (5:04:10 PM): Guess I'm going home. Hate disagreements
DLukenbill (5:04:11 PM): I never said I think of you as yesterdays trash
SharaLuke (5:04:31 PM): I know that it is the way you treat me that makes me feel like that :-(
SharaLuke (5:04:50 PM): Mostly I feel like you are rude to me
SharaLuke (5:05:25 PM): That may not be your intention but it is the way I preceive it and feel treated
SharaLuke (5:05:51 PM): and it HURTS :-(
SharaLuke (5:05:53 PM): a lot
SharaLuke (5:06:09 PM): I ALWAYS valued your opinon of me a lot
SharaLuke (5:06:15 PM): even in the very beginning
SharaLuke (5:06:48 PM): I have a lot of respect for you, not as much as I used too but still in certain areas respect you
SharaLuke (5:07:30 PM): I think you are very intelligent and very good at your job. Life in general you suck at! LOL
SharaLuke (5:07:58 PM): Does that make you one of those people that is so smart they have no common sense?
SharaLuke (5:08:11 PM): :-DO:-)
SharaLuke (5:09:17 PM): good night, I hope you feel better and get some rest. Exercise is usually good for the wanting to scream and so is meditating!!!! If you need the link again I can send it to you, some of them you can do without sound
SharaLuke (5:09:47 PM): bye
SharaLuke signed off at 5:10:00 PM.
