D was talking to H tonight, their nightly goodnight call... I guess he didn't know it was on speaker because he said, "so, mom said she wanted a bike so she could ride next to you. What do you think we get her one from you and me?"

Wasn't expecting that.

A holiday gift?

Huh.

Things have been very good with H and I. Comfortable and cordial. I'm good at being detached in m heart but I'm not sure I come off as detached.

We've been having lots of problems with D lately. Behavioral stuff. We have a referral to be seen at Children's Hospital for D to be assessed. The paperwork to just be seen is insane. 56 pages of questions. It's overwhelming. They want video of her from around her first birthday and anything depicting behavioral difficulties now. H and I have to communicate without trouble regarding D and I'm glad we're doing a great job of it.

I really hope we can get answers about wth is going on with D. It has been like this since birth with her and I am so ready for some answers. Relief. Calm.

I hope all is well in DB land for everyone. The holidays make it very hard, huh?


M: 37 H: 36
M: 13 T: 18
D: 7
Bomb: 6/30/14
Separation: 8/11/14

Be strong enough to let go and wise enough to wait for what you deserve.