I've been away from the BB for quite a while now, and figured it was time for me to check-in. I was pretty bitter about how some of my previous threads went, and it's taken me a while to feel like I could post again.
I suppose since many of you are already familiar with my situation, I'll just get straight to the point. P is driving me up the wall. We're fighting a lot now, then she says she can't understand why I don't want to spend time with her. I've been extremely busy at work, and under a lot of pressure to complete a project. I haven't been spending much time at my desk. Lately, P has been IM'ing and calling me at work, and seems to be trying to pick a fight. In fact, arguements over the phone are happening a couple of times a week now at work. (That's something I absolutely can't stand.)
I've been trying to re-arrange some things at work to be able to spend some time with her Friday evening, but at this point I'm not sure I want to see her at all.
I know we've been through this before, and know that many of you have a very low opinion of me. I can understand why you would. However, I think P needs help. She doesn't often listen to me, but may listen to some of you. If you can help, I'd appreciate it.
I'm going to include a couple of IM chats in follow-up messages to give an idea of how things are going. Actually, they're pretty one-sided conversations since I'm not at my desk much.
I guess I'm just hurting a lot and just wanted to babble a little.
