Had mostly a good (busy) day. Taught the second to last kid's class at our kwoon. Cleaned out a lot of the stuff. Dropped S11 off at home. Visited the Sifus of 2 other schools and gave them some stuff. Stopped by our friend's house (who we rarely see) and visited a while. I was out of the house for much of the day. W stayed home and did her school work and helped S11 with homework. I noticed she frequently won't look at me. Not sure why. I also see that she doesn't look very happy. I find at times that I fill silence with talking hoping that she'll cheer up. But I know that is not my responsibility. That is my codependant side creeping in wanting to fix. I get angery at her (when alone thinking about things) and have lost my trust in her to be truthful. I need to let this go.
M-44 W-44 Sons- 11&14 Married- 18 Together- 27 Separation mentioned- 9-29-14 Still together, but not "together" "if you feel rotten and forgotten, remember there'll be better days."
