It's not certain yet. Fingers crossed!

Dealing with some sadness today. I'm bored, I think that's why. Went out to just get out, but I wandered aimlessly, thinking. Bad idea, I know. My good friend is on a trip this weekend so she's not available to keep me busy.

If wishes were fishes, man, I'd turn back time....or make a miracle happen. Blah.

Tomrrow is a new day. I do not know the future.


ME: 38
BF: 40
T: 10y, no kids, no M (by choice)
BD: 7/14/14, BF admits to PA, wants out, lies about new R.
10/1/14: I move out, BF lies about move in with OW
12/4/14: OW confronted, reveals all the lies