Dealing with some sadness today. I'm bored, I think that's why. Went out to just get out, but I wandered aimlessly, thinking. Bad idea, I know. My good friend is on a trip this weekend so she's not available to keep me busy.
If wishes were fishes, man, I'd turn back time....or make a miracle happen. Blah.
Tomrrow is a new day. I do not know the future.
ME: 38 BF: 40 T: 10y, no kids, no M (by choice) BD: 7/14/14, BF admits to PA, wants out, lies about new R. 10/1/14: I move out, BF lies about move in with OW 12/4/14: OW confronted, reveals all the lies