Busting this Divorce - Moving Out

[HPoirot]

Thank you Vanilla and BigMac for your support. I'm getting ready to start the day.

I'm getting gout of bed very late today... almost 9am. I'm recognizing that is usually not good for me and my PMA. I see I've been in bed all this time fighting anger.

W has been downstairs this morning with s11 being over the top funny with him over a TV show she is watching. Really entertaining him and being very happy even gleeful with herself. All the while her phone is beeping with incoming texts.

Now, I know I have control over how I view what is happening now. I have been in bed interpreting how she is badly for a while now, though. I see I have been feeding my anger.

So now I'm going to turn this around. Take my ice-cold shower... breathe... get dressed... breathe... and focus on what I need to do.

Be polite and friendly. Move as slowly and cooly as I can. Excuse myself politely and cooly to go get boxes. Come back... start packing. Take S11 to his basketball practice. Come back and give the cat away. Come back and keep packing. Drive out to the condo to drop things off. Maybe I'll stay out there tonight and leave S11 here with his mom so they can pack his stuff together. Thoughts on that?

Keep going. Keep going.

I can do this today. Last night I felt great and I choose to feel that way again right now.

My life is starting now.

I can do this.

I can do this.

I can do this.