Jim0987 #6 - starting a bit of a rebuild

[jim0987]

So my suspicions about Tuesday were right - its back on with OM1 - he was just nervous about it being an affair. They have a nice day out in london planned today and W doesn't know if she will be back tonight.

I thought I was doing better about these other men as its her choices but im really not. I can't compete with affair land and its horrible (as so many on this board know). I have been well and truly replaced.

She is still lying about it and denying it so it does me no good to confront and there is no boundary I can assert.

Feeling very crappy about my life and the fact that I got myself here.