A woman is not attracted to a pushover or a "pusher." If a woman is torn and unhappy, she will keep what's comfortable on a hook. Just to be "safe."
I won't beat a dead horse here. All my previous "advice" stands.
Sho, I believe in you. I have since Day One. We all do.
Time to start believing in yourself. Re-read all the great advice you've been given.
Sometimes we have to hit a brick wall before all the previously-provided wisdom makes sense. We want your M to work. But all the best advice has already been given to you, bro. Go back through your threads. Read and really absorb the nuggets of wisdom you already have.