Busting a Move - LisaB Ch6

[LisaB]

Hugs Little. Thinking of you often! <3

[pilot]

Lisa!! My little patch of green grass! Ive missed you, and I am sad to see things are not patched up with your H by now! Hang in there!

[gan]

I've soooo been missing the Lisa-Pilot conversations! Some of the best worst analogies that were taken too far I ever seen!

[pilot]

Haha ganb8te

[LisaB]

Hey hey Ganb8te! Are you talking about my green flowery meadow and ice cream analogies. They were awesome. It's not because of them that the whole site went down is it? hahaha.

Pilot!!!! Where have you been? We missed you! What's up?
Aren't you proud of me that I haven't been talking to WAH for 2 weeks? I always ask myself "what would pilot say I should do now?"

[gan]

I never put those two things together, but now that you mention it....

[LisaB]

Hi friends, just checking in with tales from the crypt.

Not much to report. I think it has been a little over 2 weeks since I have replied to WAH. Today he called me, but I didn't see the missed call until later. No voice message. I have no idea why he called. Today he left to go out of town, I believe to visit with one of his potential OWs in another state, but I haven't snooped or looked at his Facebook or talked to him about it so I don't know. Don't really care either.

Mostly I have been feeling detached and I like this NC. It feels like the rollercoaster is less thrilling when we don't talk. But I do have painful moments of anger mostly. Anger at the way he behaved and is behaving with the million OWs. Questions in my mind about what I would possibly say if he asked me why I am mad/why I am not talking to him/can we be friends.

On another odd note, I have a male coworker who I have always found very good looking. He is in a serious relationship, so I simply saw he was handsome and it never went beyond that. Yesterday he told me that he is having problems with his girlfriend. My internal reaction was gleeful!?! Then all day I kept having sexy thoughts about him pop into my head whenever we would communicate at work. I found it interesting. I am sure that all will be fine with their relationship and my thoughts will pass like the wind. But I did notice my feelings of excitement and interest... and they surprised me. It made me think that I could possibly move on. That would be nice.

OK, back to DB. So, should I return the call of the WAH? Should I message to say "what do you need?" or should I just ignore the missed call? This would be the first time in 2 weeks he has reached out and before that he texted me a few times but I did not reply. Thoughts?

Hope all is well with you my DB buddies. Keep on trucking.

Hugs, Lisa

[Little]

I think it's up to you whether or not you contact him. If you break NC, can you slip back into it easily if you need to, or will it be an issue to struggle through it again?

What do you gain by breaking NC? Think about it and let him hang a little before you decide?

[gan]

Hey Lisa, Good to hear that you like NC. I think that is the answer to your question, no? He's gone out of town in any case.

[pilot]

On another odd note, I have a male coworker who I have always found very good looking. He is in a serious relationship, so I simply saw he was handsome and it never went beyond that. Yesterday he told me that he is having problems with his girlfriend. My internal reaction was gleeful!?! Then all day I kept having sexy thoughts about him pop into my head whenever we would communicate at work.
Hugs, Lisa

OMG that was you? I had no idea we worked together. haha