Cycles .. it all cycles .. wash/rinse/repeat ... it gets better trust me, not as intense the next time ... then just when you think ok I am past it .. whammo .. back again. Its normal and from what I can tell healthy .. use it to propel you to where you need to be. Own it .. do not suppress it .. deal with the emotions and feelings as they come, and take them for what they are .. feelings. If you did not have them you would not be here .... your H probably would .. and be 2-3 threads into .. "Why did she leave me"
