Yeah .. thats a boat load, and especially during this time its just ... well .. Chitty!
Does seem there is some struggle there, along with guilt. Does not make things easier for you but I do sense some feelings still there, and yeah the more I am in this MLC sitch the more I have come to realize that old M we all had prior to BD .. has been Hiroshima'd to oblivion. And we are all just trying to get our ears to stop ringing and figure out how to rebuild. I am slowly learning to change my focus, aim it on me and my S and let the MLC'r be and get through that journey alone.
What will be will be ... we can no longer help them. You are a very strong individual ... you have handled this all with such grace and class ... that's what you can hang your hat on.
