Every time I engage her in conversation (email, text, etc...) I get hostility and seething anger. I can feel it through her messages. I get it, I just won't contact her at all - I guess I have to go completely dark which is hard because we have two little kids.
My WAW was my best friend and my life partner. Her being gone and being so angry makes me feel so sad. I gues I have to get my big girl panties on and deal with the situation the best way I can.
Last night I was at Target trying to get some holiday presents picked out, and to make some plans and I started to cry right there in the store. It all felt so pointless and futile.
