It's nice that your could have some contact with your H. What do you think about it Toots.
Do you feel he is taking some steps towards you? Do you know if he is with OW?
I am glad you moving forward, having some good PMA, getting busy with so much GAL activities, getting yourself set up in your awesome new flat. It's all fantastic and I think you should be very proud of yourself.
But what is next w/H. What do you think will be happening with him? Does he sees you once in a while?
In your title it says you dropped the rope, did you?
I'm just asking because it feels you are OK moving forward. And that is perfect fine if that is what you want. Is that what you want?
I still think I want to get back w/H. I want to recover our M and built an strong R. One day it feels there is hope and the next it's very hard to see we are going to make it.
How do you see your situation right now?
I feel good that I decided to open my heart and put all my issues out there. I really hope that my IC approach will help me fully. I want to be happy again. I want to show H that my attitude is better and that I am more of a woman he met 18 years ago.
By the way on December 14 it's our anniversary. Well, I wonder how this one will be. Maybe I will invite him to go out for dinner or a drink, he keeps saying he is my H and that I am still his W, so...or maybe not.
