Hi friends, just checking in with tales from the crypt.
Not much to report. I think it has been a little over 2 weeks since I have replied to WAH. Today he called me, but I didn't see the missed call until later. No voice message. I have no idea why he called. Today he left to go out of town, I believe to visit with one of his potential OWs in another state, but I haven't snooped or looked at his Facebook or talked to him about it so I don't know. Don't really care either.
Mostly I have been feeling detached and I like this NC. It feels like the rollercoaster is less thrilling when we don't talk. But I do have painful moments of anger mostly. Anger at the way he behaved and is behaving with the million OWs. Questions in my mind about what I would possibly say if he asked me why I am mad/why I am not talking to him/can we be friends.
On another odd note, I have a male coworker who I have always found very good looking. He is in a serious relationship, so I simply saw he was handsome and it never went beyond that. Yesterday he told me that he is having problems with his girlfriend. My internal reaction was gleeful!?! Then all day I kept having sexy thoughts about him pop into my head whenever we would communicate at work. I found it interesting. I am sure that all will be fine with their relationship and my thoughts will pass like the wind. But I did notice my feelings of excitement and interest... and they surprised me. It made me think that I could possibly move on. That would be nice.
OK, back to DB. So, should I return the call of the WAH? Should I message to say "what do you need?" or should I just ignore the missed call? This would be the first time in 2 weeks he has reached out and before that he texted me a few times but I did not reply. Thoughts?
Hope all is well with you my DB buddies. Keep on trucking.
