Lou, It's okay to feel sad and yes, the emotions are all over the place when we are put in a position of dismantling our lives, homes, etc. The history will never go away because it's in our memory banks, but the future is unknown and you have to get through today to get to the future.
Hugs to you because this is an emotional time for you. Take care of yourself, and if you need to cry, cry. There's nothing wrong w/that one bit.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
