daring, I'm very sorry to hear that the papers are coming your way at this time while you are dealing w/so much stuff. Hopefully they won't come before the holidays, but the mlcer tends to have stuff sent around the times that are suppose to be special such as holidays, etc.
Please, please take care of yourself. You are under a lot of stress and need to find some time to recharge your batteries.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
