Lou- I am sorry this is happening but let those tears flow. Letting that emotion out is far healthier for you in the long run. You should be proud of everything you've accomplished with this move. It is a huge undertaking even when one isn't dealing with so many changes.
You did not want this loss in your life but you are being so gracious. I have to say your attitude and ability to see the bigger picture is inspiring to me.
Hugs from the US. Looking forward to watching you tackle this next chapter in your life. I think great times are ahead for you.
M:25 years at BD w/ 2 daughters BD: 5/14 Separated 6/14 - H moved cross country w/OW D Final 9/17
“I can be changed by what happens to me. But I refuse to be reduced by it.” ― Maya Angelou