I'm wondering if he ever really loved ME, or just the idea of me. That he wanted someone like me, but didn't have the skills to actually be fully present.
GGG, did you just read my mind? I’ve been wondering the same things about my H. Plus, I think he used me to elevate himself to a more prosperous life. I thought the idea that I would be always making more money appealed to him a lot from the beginning.
I love reading your updates. You have an amazing way to express your thoughts and feelings. Plus I can see me in a lot of this, having similar thought and feelings, but just being unable to express them as good as you. I’m glad you are progressing on the detachment part nicely. I need to learn from you.
M:50 H:52 S28 (my S from previous marriage) M:17 + 3 BD: 06/12 S: 06/12 - H works in another state
