Getting on here tonight to avoid contacting H. Today was a pretty rough day, cried a lot. Some days I feel pretty good and think that I'll be fine without him. I have a wonderful son and I'm starting to exercise more often. But days like today can take a toll. I really don't think my H doesn't love me. We have had a pretty rough year. But all the others have been pretty good. If anyone has any advise could you please share?