New, looking for help. WAW won't communicate.

[okjpc]

25,

I was wondering you have any additional wisdom to offer re: my sitch. I've been letting your comments about my anger sink in, but I find myself swinging back and forth from thinking, "I really messed up" to "Yes, I blew up at her, but I still think she was eroding the family structure (perhaps unwittingly) and she went really scorched earth on me. And abandoned my children and denied anyone proper healing."

I don't know how to reconcile these in my mind, don't know if i need to and also don't have a clue how to initiate contact.

I probably sound really foolish to you, but I am pretty new to the DB work.