Thanks, Mozza. I'm going to try. I went to the chapel at work today (I'm in a hospital) and cried for a bit. It was release, at least I don't feel that ball of emotion in my gut anymore.

One day at a time. One day at a time. One day at a time. One day at a......

ME: 38
BF: 40
T: 10y, no kids, no M (by choice)
BD: 7/14/14, BF admits to PA, wants out, lies about new R.
10/1/14: I move out, BF lies about move in with OW
12/4/14: OW confronted, reveals all the lies