Monday 09:10 am. A most extraordinary thing happened this morning. About 5 am I awoke to find waves of euphoria washing up and down my body. I just lay there floating on a cloud. W made a sighing sound and shifted her position slightly and suddenly it felt as if an ocean of love for her flooded from my head all the way down to my toes! I have never felt anything like it before. After that I lay there trying to identify what the feelings were and found them to be a mixture of incredibly strong love for her and love and pride for our children and an overwhelming gratefulness that I had not thrown it all away two years ago. Does anyone else have any experience of this sort of thing?
