Moving forward either way...

[Bunches]

The last week has been a lot of up and down. Found out the costs on the school I've been eyeing for S when we move is going to cost me every penny I have for the next year, but they have a great success rate at helping kids with his challenges so I can't really say no. Feeling kind of down with the whole move coming up and the holidays to boot.

Got the first draft of D papers last Wednesday and went through them making corrections and getting redrafted a couple times. Sent back to STBXW on Friday and she finally got to them last night. I immediately got a call giving me anger over CS costs. Not my fault I told her. Its a state set chart here in GA. I don't control that. Its right about a third of her net income. She doesn't seem to believe its doable but I can think of a couple things she could do to make the difference. Not my place though so I'm just letting her know its not in my hands and leaving that one be.

Feeling confident she has an OM again. Either one of the ones come and gone is back or there is a new one. Just a sense I get from her. I can't get much more distant than I am now I guess its best things stay that way unless they change. We pretty much text or talk about S. STBXW does keep dropping comments about things being tough with her brother right now and her job being difficult for various reasons. Its funny to me because she likes to mention how bad things are but doesn't care to elaborate or talk about it. I'm just going to stop asking if she wants to talk about it when she mentions these things. Feels like she is just seeking pity right now.

I'd like to say I'm still GAL but its taken a big back seat with the prepping for holidays and moving. Running out of time to get it all figured out but some of the specifics around timing aren't figured out with work yet so I'm hurrying and waiting at the same time. Frustrated and lonely right now...