Saturday morning. Woke up after very little sleep. Had spent hours on the forum again but in a much more positive frame of mind. Something has changed inside me. My heart is beating strongly but for the first time in 2 years I feel nothing for the Other Woman. Until now some of the heart beats were for W and some were for OW. I could always tell which was which because OWs heartbeats were tainted with fear. I searched carefully inside myself for OW but there was nothing there. The true path is clear. I am a one woman man and she is sleeping next to me at this moment. I made us cups of tea (I am an Englishman). There were no children around. I told her that I love her and thanked her for forgiving me for my affair and reassured her that although I cheated on her in my mind I did not have sexual relations with that woman (the truth). She said she believed me. I told her that I will never let her down again (and I mean it). I am only 4 days into this and already I feel 100 times better. If W ever picks up the book and reads it with the open mind of Corri and tears run down her face I am sure that life will be good.
