"Since I don't feel comfortable praying for a miracle for myself -- which is ultimately selfish -- instead I prayed for OW's marriage and their vows before God. I'm not even religious."

I'm proud of you on this one.

I'm with you. If I could just get my damn head our of my freaking wife, I'd be doing a ton better. I pray for you and several other here often. I wish I had inspiring words or something cute to say, but I'm just empty at the moment. So (((little))) is about all I have.

Me 47 - W 35
M 9 - T 10
2 Daughters - 7 & 9
Discovery of EA- 8/4/14
S - 8/5/15
D mentioned - 9/11/14
R & Piecing - 3/17/15
Regard one another as more important than yourselves.
- Philippians 2:3