Mozza,

Yep, I'm at the same point too. I don't know about you, but its almost comforting to be in that state of mind. W has the kids over the weekends, so I can tell you those times have always been horrible. Well, this weekend; I was actually looking forward to doing some things around the house. I went Xmas shopping for the kids, which we always liked to do together. Tonight, went out to get a tree with the kids. All I can think is what she's missing out on.

Its good to realize that we are all going to be okay no matter the outcome, just don't forget your goals. Especially be careful if you feel this way AND are on a business trip. Temptation can rear its ugly head in those cases.


M:36 W:37
T: 15 M:11
S6 D5
BD: 8/10/14
IDLY: 8/12/14
S: 8/13/14 (she left, I stayed w/ kids)
D Mentioned: 10/15/14
Confronted about OM: 10/15/14
EA: ~4/13 PA: ~10/13
She filed: 8/15 (not final)