Wanted to respond to what you said about my love tank not being filled for a long time. That is so so true. (And not even by my parents). It's been far longer than the 13 months he's been gone. I used to cry myself to sleep with my husband laying in bed next to me because I felt so lonely and unloved.
I'm so curious how it will be to have someone interested in me and attracted to me again. It's been so long. Most of my colleagues are women-- there are no eligible men at my place of work, and it's not like I frequent bars with single friends... so I don't even know where I would meet someone. But somehow I will, I'm sure.
