a young marriage in trouble

[lnlyshp]

Working out a lot more and counting calories. My gym has a daycare to watch the little one, so that's nice. Still attending weekly IC, still doing my 180s. Keeping things light and pulling back from her whenever possible. When I do see her, the talk is still about the schedule about the little one.

Need help trying to detach today. Feels so lonely. Not quitting on LRT, just feels so counter-intuitive sometimes when all I want today is to reach out to my W and tell her I love her and miss her so much. That's why I'm posting here, to avoid saying anything to her. Guess I just felt like feeling sorry for myself, sorry friends.