Wife has left and filed for divorce

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More bad news today. Went to pay my L and was given a ton of paperwork that my W's L filed with the court: motion for temporary child support, motion for a temporary parenting plan, motion for mediation ASAP (which is required in our state). It's been almost eight weeks but seeing how my W is continuing to push through this D still gets me down. Very down.

And these motions for child support and custody are very one-sided, too. My W is wanting me to only have every other weekend and every other overnight Wednesday with the kids. Furthermore, her income and expense statement for her child support motion must be a future projection or something because it's listing things (health insurance, rent, car payment, etc.) that she's definitely not paying right now because she's living with her parents, borrowing her sister's car, etc.

Oh well. It's been very hard for me to detach and imagine a new life without all of our shared happy memories and the plans for the future we talked about. And I feel bad for the kids. I'm very down right now.

I'm meeting with my L on Wednesday so I'll talk about dropping my end of the RO then. I'm starting to feel like just giving my W her D, though, and not wasting any more time.