Didn't go to work today because my ankle is still swollen and hard to put weight on. Instead, I spent all day in bed sleeping like a depressed a$$hole.

Since I don't feel comfortable praying for a miracle for myself -- which is ultimately selfish -- instead I prayed for OW's marriage and their vows before God. I'm not even religious.

This is the last day I do this. Period. I need to start accepting reality and bucking up. Moving on. GAL. Forget the one OW is currently playing the part of ME in.

ME: 38
BF: 40
T: 10y, no kids, no M (by choice)
BD: 7/14/14, BF admits to PA, wants out, lies about new R.
10/1/14: I move out, BF lies about move in with OW
12/4/14: OW confronted, reveals all the lies