I have been trying to detach for about a month an a half. I have been working hard to GAL and keep a PMA. A few weeks when he came over he said "You're totally over this aren't you" and I just looked back and said "Just trying to have a positive attitude".
We continued to sleep together for about a week. He would come over every night and hangout with my son and I. One night during the week he came in the door while I was cooking dinner with tears in his eyes and asked me if sleeping together was hard for me, and I said no (even though, yes it totally is). He said it was hard for him because it makes him want to be there with us and he hates having to leave every night. He kept telling me he wanted a relationship do-over, and that half of him wishes he could take us and move somewhere and start over. He said I seem like a completely different person and it would be so easy to keep falling in love with me over and over. I tried to take everything with a grain of salt and not get to excited, because only a month ago he was telling me D was his only option and he would never be with me again. Then, last Sunday after sleeping together the night before, he came into my room and said we shouldn't have sex anymore. It was complicating things and he didn't want us to keep hurting each other. He said he felt like dirtbag. I said he wasn't, that he was the best person I've ever known. He said the same about me. That he would do anything for me and my son. In response I said if you would do anything for me, have faith in us. He said he is thinking about it. And that he "did" have faith in us in the past. Then he told me he can't "go back on all of this" and left.
He came over every night last week and I kept acting happy and positive. Trying to act "as if". I asked him to watch my son on Friday night so I could go to a Xmas party and he agreed. They hung out at the house while I got ready, and I made sure to get really dolled up. He kept coming into the bedroom and saying "Have a hot date tonight? That's good, good for you".
Me 26 ; H 26 S 8 Married less than a year Bomb 9/15/14 H moves out 9/15/14 H Files 11/21/14 Served D papers 12/31/14
