RPP: Blindsided and on my own (11)

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So you did feel that little bit of "alive" ?
Not advocating you start dating. I was just wondering how it made you feel and what your thoughts were.
The first time someone flirted with me it flew right over my head. I had no idea what was happening until half an hour later.
I met a very nice woman a while back and we have gone out a few times. There is no future but it was / is so nice to go out and laugh and have fun and leave all of the responsibilities behind and put the rollercoaster of the shelf.
"someone actually IS interested in me"